this world is ours - let's make it beautiful

i move tomorrow. to my new house - for good. i've been there twice with family since thursday to get everything set up. today mom and i did a little of my basic grocery shopping. now it's my turn to step up and be a big girl & move. stressful, is the best word i can use to describe it. these last days have been crazy. they have really made me realize how much i hate chad johnson. it's disgusting. i mean i've always had little reasons here and there, and personal reasons, but all of this other stuff is just pushing it over the edge. but let's not get into that. i haven't had any time to post in here lately. i've been so busy packing and moving and stressing and being sick. UGH. but after tomorrow i think everything will start to smooth out a bit. i've been so tired i could pass out by like 6pm, it's hard not to, actually. like right now i'm dead tired. but i'm trying to ignore it the best i can. i'm so tired though, and i haven't been feeling very well at all. stress, i guess? i don't even know. the cardinals played the championship game today, and kicked BUTT! it was an amazingly stressful game and we won and we will be going to the superbowl - first time EVER! yay. i can't wait for that game. i'm listening to my all american rejects cd. i haven't had much time to listen to it, but jason and i bought all american rejects & linkin parks newest cds and traded and i love it. :). i don't know what else to talk about. i guess i will just have to post tomorrow about how being in the house alone is!

i just had the best night of dreams in my life. i have never woken up so happy, ever. =D

i have completed and submitted my fafsa for 2008-2009 today. i also got some scholarship applications printed so i can get those in, too. i'm in need of money. we don't have much, and i don't like to see my dad struggle this way. i'm going to do what i can to help him out, even if he doesn't want me to get a job, and to just focus on school!

i love my daddy. he posed for this picture with me. i couldn't even get tyler to take a picture with me. he's such a ham, and SO good at smiling and looking cute for pictures. =D. today the cardinals played their first playoff game of the season and did amazing. it was such a great game and i've never had that much fun watching a football game. dad and i were yelling like crazy. we dropped tyler and mo off at the stadium(i wanted to go, but we couldn't afford another ticket), and then we went to cabela's and to the grocery store. after that we watched the game and then started on dinner. went and picked up the boys with brother, got home and mom was asleep, and cooked the herbed goat cheese stuffed shrimp. dad and tyler LOVED it. i don't like shrimp, but the stuffing was amazing, and i will use it on bread and stuff too, now, it was great. i was up 'til 3AM this morning playing spore. it came in the mail yesterday, and i am OBSESSED. it's such a fun game. tomorrow i have to start working on dad's webpage. but for now i'm going to go lay down and relax, while tyler plays COD5 and maybe i'll play some of my game. 

becoming jane was a great movie. i really enjoyed the story line and the characters. it has really made me want to read all of Jane Austen's novels. it was up and down and i liked that about it - it didn't have a super predictable happy ending like most of the movies i watch - (just ask tyler, if they don't live happily ever after, i'm VERY disappointed and automatically hate the movie.) but this movie didn't end the way i had expected at all and that was a great style for me. i am going to watch the curious case of benjamin button and bedtime stories today, as well. this online movie place to watch movies that are still in theatre is my favorite. =D