this world is ours - let's make it beautiful

I'm procrastinating on these last 2 letters that are due tomorrow at 9AM for english. I'm having a terribly hard time finding any sort of motivation to complete them. I really want to go get Starbucks, but I don't want to go on my own, and I haven't really been feeling well. Melanie is sick too, so there is no way I'm asking her because I don't want to get any more sick than I am. I was playing Super Mario Galaxy earlier, and I have quite a bit of it finished. I'm tired and lazy and I need to go get motivated, but I think I will take another nap first. That's all I do/want to do anymore, it's terrible. I applied for 3 different jobs this weekend and today, so I am waiting to hear from them. I hope I can just get a job for the summer, make some money, and feel secure next semester. I have to figure out where I can get the best loan for next semester, and so Tyler and I an move out together in a couple of months. HMM...That's it. I'm done talking about nothing.

i move tomorrow. to my new house - for good. i've been there twice with family since thursday to get everything set up. today mom and i did a little of my basic grocery shopping. now it's my turn to step up and be a big girl & move. stressful, is the best word i can use to describe it. these last days have been crazy. they have really made me realize how much i hate chad johnson. it's disgusting. i mean i've always had little reasons here and there, and personal reasons, but all of this other stuff is just pushing it over the edge. but let's not get into that. i haven't had any time to post in here lately. i've been so busy packing and moving and stressing and being sick. UGH. but after tomorrow i think everything will start to smooth out a bit. i've been so tired i could pass out by like 6pm, it's hard not to, actually. like right now i'm dead tired. but i'm trying to ignore it the best i can. i'm so tired though, and i haven't been feeling very well at all. stress, i guess? i don't even know. the cardinals played the championship game today, and kicked BUTT! it was an amazingly stressful game and we won and we will be going to the superbowl - first time EVER! yay. i can't wait for that game. i'm listening to my all american rejects cd. i haven't had much time to listen to it, but jason and i bought all american rejects & linkin parks newest cds and traded and i love it. :). i don't know what else to talk about. i guess i will just have to post tomorrow about how being in the house alone is!

this was yesterday. tyler took us to play in the snow in flagstaff. although it was extremely cold, it was a great time. i've never really had a chance to play in the snow, and even though i couldn't walk too well in it, and i fell a lot, it was exciting. we are planning on going back soon, hopefully at the beginning of the year.