this world is ours - let's make it beautiful

chemistry is going to be my life for the next 16 weeks. i will live, sleep, eat, breathe it. i will do everything in my power not only to pass it, but to get an A. kind of sad that it won't transfer to ASU as an A, only a pass/fail, but in my heart i will know that i did it. i spent the day paying for the class, registering for Mastering Chemistry again, all of that fun stuff. i printed off the assignment calendars and the first couple of sections, and i completed the first of the homework assignments and ordered my home lab kit which should be here by around Friday. i went with mom to Sam's Club for a few things, and my sore throat kicked it up a notch. i'm scared because Bethany had strep a couple of days ago, and if I have it too, i'm going to be pretty frustrated. i hate amoxicillin. tomorrow i will spend the day shopping with Bethany, much to Tyler's dismay. and then on Wednesday mom and i will be driving dad's big truck to mesa so that i can empty out the house and at least have my room cleaned up. i have to get my fan fixed in my room here, as well. but i wouldn't have a clue as to how to go about doing that...it's way off balance and looks like it's going to fall down. i need to clean Lasagna's cage, too. it's hot in there, and i feel bad for her, so i may move her back out here to the living room for a few weeks. we will see how that goes. i'm not sure if there is anything else going on really. i'm OBSESSED with farm town on facebook, and when i'm not doing that or reading or doing homework, that's where you will find me. i'll probably post later. i'm not sure whether or not tyler is going to be here tonight, we will see!

This is officially the last week of the semester, and the end of my first semester at ASU full-time. I am stressing so much over not having a job, not having money, and not having a place to leave to go to school next semester. I'm pretty sure Tyler and I will be moving out together shortly, but I have to find out whether or not I can even figure out how to pay for the next semester. I'm excited for summer school and stuff, I guess. I hate more than anything that I have to take chemistry again, but I will conquer it this time. I got a "Dimensional Man" yesterday at Borders for $20. I named him Franklin. I know I need to post a lot more but I really don't want to...So I'll post again another time, when I'm not so bored and tired and L A Z Y.

so i realize it has been entirely too long since i last posted. i have moved in an gotten through three weeks of classes. i have already managed to fail my first chemistry exam. my dad is really disappointed, and i hate myself more than i can explain. i'm really disappointed, and it feels terrible knowing i let him down. tyler took me out shopping for valentine's day today, and he bought me an asu softball bracelet, and this cute hair tie. i really couldn't find anything else i wanted. then later we went out and he bought me this cute pajama dress from macy's! :) now i'm sitting here falling asleep. a few days ago my truck overheated, and we had to fix that. stupid truck. and last night i played in my first two softball games with the team. we lost the first by a run and won the second by ten. :) it was an awesome experience being back on the field, and i'm so glad to be on a team with such awesome people. tomorrow i'll be going to bookstar to get this chemistry helper book, and then i will probably head home earlier than usual to do a lot of homework and studying. oh and tyler got my hair colored, too! it's a darkish-light brown, and i love it. the bottom is the cherry something again, but because the top is so dark you can't really tell. mom hates it, dad isn't sure, but i LOVE it so much. well i really am too tired to post anymore. happy valentine's day! time to go try on that nighty.