Sunday, May 31, 2009
insomnia is terrible. i can't stand it. i don't know how to fix it, either. i need to start working out more, in the worst way. tawnya and i were supposed to have started a workout routine two weeks ago, but that didn't happen. i don't know why i'm so lazy. i need to start working on that. i did swim 10 laps today, and i totally forgot how extremely painful that can be...i will start doing that more, though. definitely. things for me right now are complicated. it's so confusing. my heart is in 10 different places, and i just don't feel genuinely GOOD about anything right now. i need to really start working on that, it's on my list. but so is 500 other things. i need to start prioritizing. and stop being so tired every day. and just be better and happier. this is a worthless post, but it's 11 and i got out of bed to get on the computer. i have been overposting here, facebook, and twitter, but it's a healthy addiction. :)
